Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Praise you in this storm!

Hello Everyone,

In these days I'm not posting as I would like to do. I'm not writing what I would like to write.
It's not a writer's block, it's not this.

In these days my problems of health are pressing me again, so much, that I feel my back at the wall again.
Suddenly "they" come back again to stop my life. I can't breathe or think with this pain.
It's an earthquake. An other earthquake.

I'm just praying God to help me, I'm not asking God to give me the strenght to carry on, I'm asking God to heal me right now, because I know that I'm too tired and I don't have strenght anymore.
I pray, I pray and I pray. I want my life back. I want my life back.

Saying "God is good" is easy when you don't have any problems, when every thing is ok or when a problem is not so important.
But What when you are walking in a earthquake? Do you think you can say a thing like that when you are in pains?

Honestly for me it's really difficult at the moment, because I'm suffering since a lot of time and I'm waiting to be healed.
God knows how many years have passed with this problem for me.
I'm starting to be scared. What next? I'm sick and tired to see me in this situation and to make suffer my family too, because they are so sad for me.

I said, God, do you know I'm here? Why I'm in this situation? You know that I worked hard to heal, what do I have to do more? Now only You can do something. 
They say you have a plan for us, is this your plan for me?

This morning, in my quiet time with the Lord, reading my Bible, I had a little light in my head. Very little, but a light.

A voice inside of me told me, be still, this is not the end. I won't leave you in this trouble alone.I know that you are scared, but don't let your pain destroy your life. 
You need to rest a little, but don't forget who you are, don't forget that your family loves you and needs you.
You are a daughter and wife first.
Be still.

Maybe you will have bad days, but you must be always yourself, don't be overcome and overwhelmed by panic and fear.
Be still.

Rest a little when you suffer too much, but when you feel better, get up and go on with your life. 
Don't let the pain destroy your smile.

For me helping others when they have problems is easy, it comes natural to me.
Even if I suffer for my pain, I always find a big strenght to get up and make something for them. I feel so strong when I have to help others, this is the power of love.
But when the person who is suffering is me it's different, because I loose my lucidity because I'm scared. I think it's quite normal.

But it's here that we are called to be christians more than ever, here we can see if we love God for the good things he does for us or if we love Him in Himself with an unconditional love.

If you love someone just because he/she makes you feel good and spend only beautiful moments, what will you do if he/she can't do beautiful things for you for a moment? Will you stop to love him/her? I don't think so.

If you do this, it's not real love.

The same with God. We can't praise Him just when things are ok, but always.

" I'll praise you in this storm and I will lift my hands
For you are what you are no matter when I am
An every tear I cry You hold in Your hand
You never left my side and though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm
and though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm",

We are humans, we can fall, we can lack confidence in God sometimes, He knows.

We must have faith, just faith. There is nothing to do in this situation, you need to have faith.

Real Faith in God is going on, acting on His teachings, not knowing beforehand what the immediate results might be, but knowing that God's principles are true and believing that blessings and happiness will follow.




  1. Praying for you sweet Gege.

  2. You got my prayers sweet friend, love you!

  3. Thank you so much sweet friends!

  4. Gege,
    This is my first time visiting. I am so sorry for your health problems and will add you to my daily prayer list. I have a health problem that is severe and keeps me down so I can relate. So many times I ask why too:-) Praying for you!

    1. Suzanne, I'm so sorry for your health problem!!! I understand you as you understand me! I will pray for you! Thanks for stopping by, I'm glad you visited me, many many blessings for you! gege

  5. This is one of my favorite songs and I have posted it on my blog during a difficult time in my life. I have found great encouragement from it and hope that you do to.

    I am sorry about the health problems you are enduring. I pray you will find healing soon!

    1. Thank you so much! I'm finding hope too from this song, even if I'm in the storm, He's watching me! Hoping for a better tomorrow.

  6. I was blessed by your words and also filled with memories. Memories of when I too said those same words. Wondering, when Lord, when will You choose to heal me? Four and a half years of pain, why? I pray you may be encouraged that we do not suffer alone, He knows the end from the beginning. And while these may be just words I am typing, each letter I press is filled with my own volume of plea's. I begged, and prayed and saw the hurt in my family, that I could not be the wife and mother I wanted to be. Just keep on believing that HE will and can heal you. But we also must seek out what we can do for ourselves naturally. I believe He does give us knowledge to heal. He did for me and I pray for you.

    1. Jo, thank you so much! You perfectly understand me. I'm really touched by your words. I don't know why this is happening in my life, I ask God every single moment. I know He knows everything and I have understood that maybe He's allowing me in this situation because He wants me to be a better daughter and a better wife. I'm growing up, I'm getting wiser, I'm understanding my mistakes in my life. But I have to say that I'm really scared, because doctors can't control my ache a lot. I want my life back, I want my life back...this what I always say. This trial is really strong for me. I just have hope that everything will be fine. Hope and faith. Thank you for your prayers, I will pray for you too!! Many many blessings!!!! gege

  7. I am so sorry you are suffering so much. yet this post was also so encouraging to read and very beautiful. Praying you will find healing soon.

    1. I hope to be find my healing very soon!
      I'm praying for this night and day!


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